- ~ Fuck this dream.
Had another dream last night, this one I was with my family for an event I didn’t want to be to. I was just minding my own business trying to ignore everyone when they’d confront me about many questions and such. this wasn’t an event for me, so why am I being given this uncomfortable attention. they wouldn’t leave me alone. I eventually cracked and yelled at them, I yelled at each person and brought their mistakes up. I was misgendered so many fuckin times, I felt like a failure, like I wasn’t a person anymore. I couldn’t be a girl, I can’t be a girl, I’m a failure.
I ran away, I called Levi and I ran away.
skip later in the dream and now I’m lost in a city. my phone hardly works, no map makes sense, no one understands what I’m talking about. no one knows where I’m from or who I am. I freak out and wake up later.