- ~ Dream goes all over the place. felt nice being child version of my true trans-self.
this dream started out at the house I live in with my friends but it looks kinda different. I’m big chilling when faeries start invading. I pick up my sword and start killing them. eventually it cuts to us going into work but its lunch break so we went to a mall to hang out and get some stuff. this mall seemed to be the mall of america. while we’re in MOA I had something happen and was isolated from my friends then went back to them asking Darek if he could take me home. I felt like a child in that moment. he said in what sounded like a very caring undertanding tone to take me home. so we did, I remember waking slowly through the mall following behind. I had checked my phone a few times and one of the messages I had made was to a work slack chat saying I was thinking of leaving and why. a ton of people felt the same but those that know me, which are a lot of higher ups, said not to and they’d miss me. I got a ton of DMs from that. after an hour or so I had went to my phone to type I changed my mind, did that out of fear cause I did enjoy my job and didn’t know what I’d do otherwise.