- & Variku Khala
- ~ Dream logic twists around from possessing another version of me, to a guy, and laying in the grass enjoying things, Khala was there to comfort me. I think to some degree this has baring on some established places. I probably jumped around a bunch uncontrollably.
Had an insanely vivid dream. First it starts out at some warehouse which I was just walking around till eventually police showed up and raided the place to find a bunch of drug stuff and people involved. my friends had shown up asking why I had wondered off. the police escorted the group of arrests straight pass me which one of the gang peoples put the handcuffs up around my neck with their arms around me and held a gun to my head using me as a hostage. he broke down when all the police pointed their guns at him, saying he didn’t want to be like this and it was instinctual.
then the dream skips to me being outside in a parking lot, the sky was dark but with some purple, the parking lot had an exit on its left side when facing away from the store which was parallel to the parking lot. I had suddenly gained everything so it was a bit overwhelming but euphoric feeling. my body decided to instead have it feel like an orgasm mixed with a full body numbness while the body still worked just fine. this pleasant feeling. I could feel everything, think to myself, had my usual bodily control, except for some things like forcibly blurring my vision which was almost there. I walked across the parking lot and across the exit street onto a walking path which went into wood behind the store. walking across the path and onto the grassy hill and sorta collapsed but willingly. I let everything flood over me as I just laid there feeling the grass, moving my open palmed arm back and forth. I could hear the wind and feel the light breeze. physics were working fine, I could see my body like normal. I had just laid in the grass for a good while before I started fading a bit so I just forced myself to stay in the body more, which worked.
however, I ended up in another place. now I was sort of possessing a body? I still looked like me but was with a family, I was my female self but in a man’s body in his mid 30s. everyone was interested to know who I was but then I went to a mirror and showed them a trick I had learned. if I let go of forcing myself in the body I could let my body fade and suddenly the man appeared in the mirror with my actions and movements reflected, then I forced myself back and my body took over. the family was freaking out calling me a demon and to leave. I wished them no harm and was simply just passing through but I left anyway.
showed up in a place that I owned this time, a very fancy house, there was an agent/assistant following me around and stopped when I started acting strange. I was just acting myself but strange for the behaviour they’re used to seeing. they asked about me and gave me a list of questions such as how I liked my omelets or ice water, I had given the wrong answers apparently. the assistant went to get someone else so I just walked around the house ending up in the kitchen. the other person came and tried figuring things out too but wasn’t as satisfied. they thought I was having some medical issues like a stroke and decided to call an ambulance. which is where this bit ends.
I then scene skipped to a small room which had wooden floors but not fully polished or how modern wood floors are. at this point there was too much suddenly happening and I was fading uncontrollably. sat in the room were 3 others besides me. the one I sat with was Kalah, she wore mostly white, had long bleached blonde hair nat brown as well with a very fem appearance and soft but convincing tone. her head was turned and talking to the other 2 which i never could make out. I was trying to get my bearings when Kalah wrapped her arms around me saying I’d be ok and would help me, seemingly telepathically I suddenly knew she knew I was there and could feel myself being pulled into the dreamspace more. it was quite a bit tbh. I think I woke up from this in what I believed to be my room.
I got up to see my blankets thrown around, such as Kalah’s, and needed to retrieve them. while doing so a housemate showed up cause my door was open and asked how I was doing. her and her partner were cleaning out the house extensively and touching things up, they had the master bedroom, where darek’s room is. I said I was fine but very disoriented from my insane dream. I got an I bet response. then the other partner later on came in and dropped off their business card for their services saying they know I know but cause we’re friends their services are open to me for free. those services being magic stuff I think. we talked a while then I went to sleep and woke up proper
I forgot a decent portion of the start of the long dream. it actually started off at a tech company at my desk which was facing towards everyone else, in the back right corner and to my left at the far end was the door this room. up at the front were the managers trying to get this thing working for all of us but it just really wasn’t working. they were playing music so we could all focus as a team together. I got up to go to another computer to do a bunch of stuff then sat back at my spot. one of the supervisors was asking wtf I was doing, I had said I was working all while still typing. they got upset at something I did but a manager that knows me well came over and removed them. I could hear the music quite well but cause everything after that happened its very hard to remember what it was, besides sounding like Angerfist or Hardwell.